Coz i'm a Ridah

hey it's been a while since i last posted here. the other 4 blogs i tried to start never really felt right for some reason. and most of the time that reason was because i was just way too up myself to really try too hard since writing about one's daily activities generally amounts to explaining oneself; and as we all know i think i'm above that. as they say, all writers are narcissists. In fact, it's still a problem i'm having now, just i'm trying harder because i've come to realise the ability to write (even if all i'm writing about is narcissistic self-indulgent bullshit) is something i'd rather have than not and further that whether or not i agree with the concept of explaining myself to people, being able to explain myself is definitely much better than not being able to.

After all this time without writing anything personal i have to say it feels really strange. It feels so formal. and yet i'm not entirely sure that that's not all i know how to write.

hmmm... one way to find out?