Tuesday, 30 August 2011

i want to be a machine again


My brain feels drained right now. i have absolutely no idea why that is and it is sort of on my nerves. maybe it's the music i've been listening to for the past 2 hours. soulja boy doesn't really do much for the brain cells.

there are a few things i need to set aside some time somewhere to think about:

1. macroeconomic relations and how they're affected by financial markets. i vaguely remember reading about them in intermediate macroeconomics but that was a year ago... and it's mostly gone

2. i need more words.
- i want my vocabulary back

3. rules rules rules
- i need a code of conduct.
- i need a carefully constructed code of conduct.
- i need to carefully construct a code of conduct.

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as a side note, i've just remembered a few things.
1. they are all bitches
2. neediness and insecurity are a man's 2 worst enemies
3. [i'll get back to you] - at the moment it feels like i've been stuck in a box for a while, a box i haven't always been stuck in, and i'm just remembering that there was a world i really enjoyed that existed outside the box; but also a world i seem to have thought i had a reason to start avoiding, outside the box.

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